I was born with a fishing pole in my hand in the Summer and a rifle in my hand in the Fall. Then tools in my had year around. My grandfather always taught me how to fix and repair different household appliances. He showed me how to run most tools and he took pride in every piece of work he did. My grandfather never really knew what he was preparing me for? See I have worked for businesses my entire life different types of jobs. Whether it be a warehouse or selling furniture I have done it. I have never had any formal training but I have had far to much life experiences in suicide, bullying, PTSD (I was diagnosed with it) and wood working. I have not worked in 5 years and I want to be able to provide for my family but my PTSD at times has held me homebound many times. So I have thought and thought what could I do I am good at? Well im fairly good at working with my hands and wood. I'm very good at saving lives when someones mission is to end their own. I have had a fair amount of suicides in my family. So I have had a passion to work with and for other people to help them. But how does that bring together wood working and suicides? I thought about it for a while and I finally came up with an idea to create tokens. Little wooden tokens that someone could fill with good positive thoughts for those times of negativity? Well this dream is still a dream and the hobby is still a hobby but I am working on trying to get it funded I need a new shop so I can work and have space to do the work and I need a few tools that can be expensive but I know that one day this dream will go from hobby to a job in time when it is suppose too. Until then I will continue to help those online when they are having a really hard time. Right now I have a gofundme page under ironhorse. Its called Saving lives up in Deer Park, WA
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