- Posted October 22, 2013 by
This iReport is part of an assignment:
Bullying awareness: Your story
My Life Story Part 9
The guy finally got done kicking me, he takes off back up to his apartment, only because someone told him that the cops were coming. You know every person in the complex would not even dare help me, sad that this society are heartless and cold, not caring about anyone but themselves, I bet these same people are in a bind themselves and can't get no one to help them. Cops talk to him and me, I refused to press charges, they laughed and said looks like justice was served, I peeled away in my car. I guess the reason he attacked me was that his CD's were stolen and someone said it was me that took them. Instead of asking he, just hits me first instead of demanding them back or even seeing that what he was told was true or a lie. Just another Manic Nightmare, something I have grown quite use too over the years.You are probably thinking, if I am such a good guy, then why am I having so much people hating on me like this? Well I can answer that, it is like when you are in school, and somewhere down the line you always end up with having somebody attack you because you are different than they are, or if you are just not fit to be in the A crowd, then there is them branding you as a freak and geek, nerd, you get the idea right. Some people don't handle being different very well, and in this case, me attracting bullies really wasn't nothing new to me. No matter how hard your kids can wish they could grow up faster, just so they can escape, the bully era, they will still always end up with bullies even once they hit the adult years. I am living proof of that. I mean they say America is free but hey who are they kidding, if America was free than we wouldn't have to deal with hot headed bullies! Nothing is for free, everything comes with a price, rather it be cash or your extended time, you always pay for your life, like giving a school bully your lunch money just to keep him from planting your face into the school locker!
If it was free then so would we be, but that is so unlikely a possibility! Don't get me wrong, not all people or law enforcements are bad, but when those who once was good, get corrupted with greed and foolishness, they will do anything to make that cool thousand dollars! When I was a little boy I had always wanted to be a policeman but once I got the chance to witness their activities and actions, I had changed my mind, it crushed me because I was a huge fan of the whole police, but now, I just simply wish they would actually do what they were sworn in to do! I finally decided to go ahead and try the dating scene again, but this time trying my luck on the hotlines. I went to meat a young woman that lived in Parkersburg, West Virginia. First I found her OK, but on my home, I got lost and ended up in Indiana, I don't do detours very well. That wasn't the half of it, next time I went I hit another dumb detour and I get lost once more, stuck in Braxton County, West Virginia, I get pulled over because I cut to wide around the curve, right in front of a county Sheriff's SUV. They pull me over and requested to look in my car, so I willingly granted them access. One of the deputies had said that they smell marijuana, more than less saying they think I was smoking. I felt as if I was being set up so, I started to panic, I told them that I do not do that stuff and that I was clean. Then for a brief moment I smelled something that kind of smelled like it, so I said I smell it too, and the other deputy that was standing next to me said it could be the weeds in the fields. After they get done searching, they let me back in the car, but hit me with a ticket, for maneuvering left to center, let me go on a warning about my driver side view mirror, then told me that they did find a marijuana leaf in the car. I looked at him and said what do you mean you found a marijuana leaf? How can that be if I don't do that stuff? He asked me if it was possible that I could have let someone else in the car that smokes it, I told him no. I then said that I did buy the car used but other than that I really wouldn't have a clue of how it got there. Mind you the deputy didn't show me the leaf, and he indeed let me go. So the only thing I could think of is the fact, with me being from Ohio and had no idea where I was at, made me an easy target!I ran out of gas almost at the boarder of Minneapolis, determined to get this young woman and bring her home with me, I call my mom so she could bring me some gas money so I can complete the trip but after I got the money, I still had troubles but finally made it but she wasn't out waiting for me, so I stopped at the store near by to call her. She answered the phone and said she doesn't want to go with me, because if I was that dumb, that I couldn't find my way around, then she wants nothing to do with me, then her dad gets on the phone to threaten me into leaving West Virginia by threatening to blow my brains out of my head. I was so upset, I was crying, ran out of gas yet again in Charleston, so, I called my mom one more time to come and get me.
While I was waiting I called my ex that I was with after the breakup with my daughter's mother. I told her that I was so sorry for everything and that I wished I never left, gave it a shot to ask if she would ever give me another chance, but not going to happen. It would have been a mistake anyways seeing that she wasn't the greatest person to live with, or even date for that matter. I had wit the bars a few times then just stayed at home where I got drunk of of wine in my car in which landed me in the ER for like four hours straight. I must say this but when it came down to luck, it really had no interest in me what so ever. I was so full of bad luck, even those who I hung around would witness their own misfortune also. Just didn't mattered what I tried to do, to live a better life, just didn't seem to have any luck with changing my life around. One fail after another, I was just about to say the forget it and just quit, but no matter how hard I try to, something just wouldn't let me. I felt as if I was being pushed to keep on trying.In 2002, I was still single, with no hope to find the woman I was meant to be with, I had no money and was stranded without any gas, so I had my mom drop me off in New Boston at a friend's house, where I later camped out on her porch. I then met this older woman, and we ended up moving around quite a bit, from New Boston, Ohio to Wheelersburg to Sciotoville then to Otway by 2003. We moved in a trailer that was beside my mom's trailer. I was with her as a couple till 2004. Her Oldest daughter came to live with us around 2005, once she found out that she had custody still. Living as roommates during that time, it was up to me to take care of both their needs. Had bought a car from my mom for $300.00 and not to long after had a teenage boy make a illegal pass while I was crossing over to the engine break area. His insurance paid me $1200 pretty buying the car from me. I later that day of getting my money, bought a Oldsmobile Cutlass Supreme SL. Mean while, the ordeal with my daughter's mother and her old man, still continued. Standing in the parking lot of Walmart, He gets out of the car and charges after me as I was entering the store.