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    Posted December 1, 2013 by
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    MY GOD HAS NO RELIGION

     
    MY GOD HAS NO RELIGION
    I was born in Kerala, one of the states in south India.When I was a small child all the children in my neighborhood believed in god. Every evening,. Before sunset my grand mother used to call all children in the family to sit in front of a lamp and to chant “RAMA, RAMA……”. We obeyed her. Occasionally we visited the temples nearby.
    When I was studying in high school we heard about communists and many of our neighbors became communists. They thought us there was no god. Except old people all others believed it. Those who got zero mark in school became leaders of that party.
    In my school there were Hindus, Muslims and Christians. But I could not see any difference between students belonging to different religions because I could not see any birth mark on the body of any of them showing Christian, Hindu or Muslim. I could not see Hindus with two hearts, Christians with three hearts and Muslims with four hearts. So I considered all students were equal and I liked all of them. Bodies of all human beings were built with same materials and walls of all religious places of worship were being built with same materials. So I never saw people as Hindus, Muslims or Christians. I see people as human beings only.
    When I became an adult I joined one of the many security forces in the world. The training was very tough. After six months tough training we had to attend for the final test. For that purpose we head to fire fire rounds after running ten miles. One had to pass not only firing but also running. Otherwise he or the whole platoon would have to do the training for one or two months again as punishment. On the final test day we reached the starting point at 05-00 am. The ten mile running was to start at 06-00 am after the arrival of a very senior officer. But on that day I was suffering from from high fever and body pain which was caused by an injury on my left leg.
    I was unable to walk. All members in my platoon requested me to do my best because there was a possibility of relegation of our platoon in case I fail either in running or firing. The training was very tough. So nobody wanted to do that training again. But my condition was deteriorating. I was unable to move because of the high fever and unbearable pain in the leg.
    Then I saw a Hanuman temple on top of a nearby hill. Through my mind I called god Hanuman and said “ God, so far I haven’t requested for anything from you. But this time you must help me. You know my condition. I wish to pass this test today, Bhagavan. Please help me”. There were only tears in my eyes and my mind then. God knows that and I know that.
    The senior officer did not come at 06-00 am. He did not come at 07-00 am. After 08-00 am the senior officer sent a junior officer to attend our platoon’s final test because he had to attend some important functions. As soon as the junior officer reached the starting point he checked our previous results and declared “ Today’s running is cancelled. All of you have to do only firing to pass the final test”. Soon somebody put me in a truck and all of us reached the firing range. Earlier when I fired I used to come in the 25th or 26th position in my platoon. But on that day when I fired all the five rounds went through a single hole and I became first in the firing on that day. Since that day I started to firmly believe there was god in this universe.
    One day I was writing something sitting under a 100 watts incandescent light bulb. Then suddenly somebody was calling me by my name from outside. I went out of the room to know who was calling me. But there was no human being anywhere in the vicinity. I was standing near the door. Then suddenly the 100 watts bulb exploded with a bang and hundreds of hot glass pieces hit the ground. If I were there the bursting bulb would have either killed me or injured me. So I became sure that it was god who called me from outside to save me from the bursting bulb. That incident also made me strongly believe in gods and goddesses.
    Twelve years ago some incidents made me feel sad. My friends and family members were not believing what I was saying. I did not get help from human beings. So, one day I went to a Hanuman temple and wept. There were only tears in my mind and eyes when I saw the idol of god Hanuman in the temple. I could not stop my tears for a few minutes. I complained my problems to god Hanuman and left the temple with little relief.
    After a few days, one night I saw ॐ (OM) appearing near the moon in the sky at 09-50 pm. After 35 days I saw gods appearing in sky. On that day at 07-30 am I saw two cross in the sky. So I watched the sky. Then I saw five headed snake god Sheshnag appearing in sky and moving towards East. So I also walked towards East. Soon god Sheshnag disappeared in the sky. After a few seconds I saw seven bright stars in a line moving in the sky. Soon all the seven stars became seven buds and all the buds were growing on the move. All the seven buds in a lined stopped moving when they reached near and in front of me in the sky. Soon the first bud became flower and that flower became a big fish in the sky. It was Matsya avatar of god Vishnu. Soon the second bud became flower and that flower became god Garuda. A big bird like a big mountain. Soon the third bud became flower and that flower became god Shiva. It was the first time I was seeing god Shiva. Then the fourth bud became flower and that flower became Muthappan (Cheriya Muthappan). Muthappan gods are being worshiped in northern parts of Kerala area in India. Then the fifth bud became flower and that flower became god Ganesha. Elephant headed god, Ganesha is the son of god Shiva and goddess Parvati. Then the sixth bud became flower and that flower became god Hanuman, monkey headed god. Then the last and seventh bud became flower and that flower became a big snake in the sky. It was snake god Nagadevata. After seven minutes “dharshan” all the seven gods disappeared together in the clean sky.
    After a few days I saw goddess Durga appearing in sky. One night I saw goddess Kali with protruded tongue appearing near the moon in the sky. One morning at 07-00 am I saw god Hanuman appearing in front of the rising sun. He was looking down. So every morning I watched the rising sun. One day I saw some strange and unusuall clouds in front of the sun. the clouds were blocking the image of the sun. After a few seconds the strange clouds disappeared and I saw head of Jesus appearing very clearly in front of the rising sun. He was looking up. After a few minutes Jesus disappeared in the sky. On that night at 08-50 pm I saw a new big bright star in the sky. I knew it was the same star appeared in the sky above Bethlehem two thousand years ago, at the time of Jesus’ birth. The new star was stationary. I called one of my colleague to see that star. He said “ This is a new star. I am seeing this star first time”. Then the star started to move towards West and disappeared slowly in the western horizon.
    After I saw Jesus I was sure that one day Mohammed also would appear in front of me. I wondered how I would recognize him. After a few days, on 27-06-2007 at 05-30 pm I came out of my room after a nap and looked up in the sky. Then I saw a handsome head appearing with a moon and star in the sky. It was Mohammed appearing in front of me in the sky with an inverted moon above his mouth and below his nose and a bright white star over his chin. In other words there was an inverted moon in place of his mustache and a bright white star in place of his beard. It was the first time Mohammed appearing in front of me.
    On 03-01-2008 at 12-30 pm sitting on a lion goddess Durga appeared in front of me. Soon another goddess Durga sitting on another lion also appeared near the first Durga. Soon the first goddess Durga started to change her form and became a bright white star. Since then I believe stars are signs of goddess Durga and her incarnations. Since that day every night (especially before dawn and after dusk) goddess Durga and her incarnations have been appearing in front of me in the sky as bright moving stars.
    People made religions in the name of prophets. But they do not know what is the religion of prophets after their death. According to my opinion all prophets become gods after their death and gods and goddesses have no religion. Gods (including prophets) and goddesses are very special children of the creator and the creator created them to look after the universe. Millions of years ago the creator created this universe. Then there were no religions in this world. But thousand years ago some people created religions and said creator belonged to their religion. Only fools will believe this theory.
    On 22-7-2008 at 06-20 I saw Jesus appearing in sky with Mother Mary. On 28-7-2008 I saw god Gurunanakji appearing in sky with god Shiva, goddess Parvati and god Baal Ganesha. On 27-7-2008 at 6-20 am, I saw, after appearing in sky god Shiva changing his form and becoming Jesus. More than ten times I saw god Shiva changing his form and becoming Jesus. On 29-09-2008 at 06-30 am I saw god Shiva, god Ganesha, goddess Durga and two snake gods appearing in sky with Jesus. One day I saw Jesus And Mohammed appearing together in sky. Both of them were standing on a lion in the sky. Many times I have seen god Ganesha appearing in sky with Jesus, Mohammed and all the gods and goddesses in the world. Many times I have seen ancient god of Egypt, Sphinx appearing in sky with god Shiva and god Ganesha. I have seen snake gods Sheshnag, Nagdevta and Quetzalcoatl appearing in sky with Jesus, Mohammed and all gods and goddesses in the world. I have seen goddess Laxmi, goddess Parvati and goddess Saraswati appearing together in sky. I have seen lion gods appearing in sky. I have seen goddess Meladi, goddess Khodiyar and goddess Deshama appearing in sky. Many times I have seen all the incarnations of god Vishnu appearing in sky. On 27-8-2008 at 06-45 pm I saw goddess Durga, Jesus, Mother Mary and god Krishna appearing in sky with snake god Sheshnag. On 22-01-2009 at 06-00 am I saw Chinese god, Mnghao and Egypt god, Golden Anubis appearing in sky with goddess Durga. I have seen weapons of gods and goddess including sudarshan chakra and thrishul appearing and moving in the sky. I have seen gods (including prophets) and goddesses described in all religious books in the world appearing together in sky.
    Many times Jesus saved my life. Many times Mohammed saved my life. Many times snake gods saved my life. Many times god Shiva and god Ganesha saved my life. Many times god Narasimha and god Krishna saved my life. Many times goddess Durga and all the gods and goddesses in the world together saved my life. So I do not see my gods (including prophets) and goddess belong to any religion. So my god has no religion. I studied in Malayalam medium school and never worked in any office. So my English is not perfect. Sorry! – DHARMARAJAN.

    via @speakingtree MY GOD HAS NO RELIGION http://bit.ly/18vVP6J

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