I really should not be defending myself. But I will one last time.

1. You mention my pictures~

My camera is old I just know how to use it.  A good photographer will be the camera and no matter what kind of camera you may have your pics will be amazing.

2. You mention Luxuries?

Ok .... Pictures can be old. I took a Jamicain trip years ago and I live in colorado. Last time checked there was amountain down the street.Lakes are everywhere.Camping is free. (well depends where you go) So yeah some luxuries. I only let you into some of my life not the whole thing .There is areason for that.

3. You said I am self centered?

May be so but not once did I say feel sorry for me I said be good to your neighbor and change your ways. Have BBQs and help eachother everyone is going through this.

4.You said go to college?

I am

5. You said. You are not the only one with children with disabilities.

I never once said I was here for myself . I am here to make a difference for the Autistic child as awhole. I defend all ....

6. You said I cant spell and my gramar is poor.

Thank you.....

The end to that. I do feel sorry for you as well. I am sure life has laid out some shity deals for you as well as others. I hope you find happiness and realize you are taking my writinbgs wrong. I do not expect to please you or anyone else.Is there something I can do for you? Help you find help?Help you fight for something?Cause I help all.