- Posted November 17, 2011 by
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I Want to Live!
My name is Rick Morris. I'm 43 years old, living in Canton, NC.
I'm 24 years married, with 5 children.
I run a home-based web development business.
And, for the past 3 years, I've volunteered at our local fire department.
By the time you see this, I may already be dead from heart attack or stroke.
After my career in the Army, I started smoking, and quit exercising.
And, for the past 12 years, I've mostly eaten only the things that taste good. You know... food that comes from a box or a drive-up window.
Today, I smoke a pack and ½ a day...
drink 6 or 8 sodas a day...
eat whenever and whatever I want...
go to bed at 2 or 3am...
and get up at 9 or 10 in the morning.
Yeah, like many Americans, I've become lazy and relaxed.
I never get a good night's rest anymore.
Within 3 years of leaving the military I've seen 6 relatives die from heart disease, lung cancer and throat cancer.
Including my father, my brother, and my son.
I'm worried that if I don't make some life-changing decisions about my health, I'll soon join the family statistic.
I rarely have the energy to play tennis with my 9-year old daughter as often as I would like.
I can't climb a set of stairs without becoming winded, much less fight a structure fire alongside my fellow firefighters.
In high-school, I wrestled in the 126-pound division.
In the military, I weighed around 160 pounds and ran 5 miles every morning.
Today, I'm 210 pounds and feel like crap.
I feel like I'm letting my family down. I don't have the lasting energy I should have.
I feel like I'm letting my fellow firefighters down. I don't last 10 minutes in an air pack.
And, I know I'm letting myself down.
I'm ashamed to admit that smoking, poor diet, and lack of movement are my poisons.
I think the CNN Fit Nation Triathlon will be my cure.
In the military I learned that it's an honor to die for your country.
But, not like this.
Not while sitting on my ass behind a computer.
Not by leaving my family at such a young age.
In years past, the American Dream was always about home ownership.
Today, I believe the American Dream is about health ownership.
I believe its to Get Motivated! Get Moving! Get Healthy!
I don't want my children to see what I saw as my 63-year old father took his last breath battling lung cancer.
I don't want to die young from controllable circumstances.
I want to live.
I want to continue giving back to my family, my community, and my country.
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Please help me, Dr. Gupta.
Show me how to kick the cancer stick.
Show me how to eat right.
Show me how to Get Motivated, Get Moving, and Get Healthy.
I humbly ask you to please select me as a member of CNN's Fit Nation 2012 Triathlon.
P. S. - I was born on leap year. On February 29, 2012 I turn 44, but technically, I'll be 11 years old.
So, it sure would be nice to feel 33 years younger!
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