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    Posted April 9, 2012 by
    1431lilmama
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    STOCKTON, California
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    I AM A MOTHER OF 7. YES 7 FROM HEAVEN. OUR LIFE STORY CAN WRITE SO MANY BOOKS ITS DISGUSTING. OPRAH WINFREY HERSELF WOULD PROBABLY BEG TO COME OUT OF RETIREMENT TO DO ABOUT 5 SEASONS WORTH OF SHOWS ABOUT MY LITTLE FAMILY ALONE. TRUST ME TRAGEDY BRINGS IN RATINGS? WELL RATINGS IS NOT WHAT I WANT. FOR CHRISTS SAKE I DONT EVEN HAVE A T.V. IN MY HOME CURRENTLY. IM GUNNA TYPE THIS AS FAST AS I CAN WITHOUT STURATING MY KEYBOARD WITH MY TEARS THAT ARE ABOUT TO FLOW :( I HAD AN OPEN CPS CASE IN 2007. THE CASE CLOSED SUCCESSFULLY IN 2009 WITH MYSELF REUNIFYING WITH ALL MY 7 CHILDREN. SADLY IT WAS WITH TREMENDOUS TRAGEDY BEHIND IT. MY CHILDREN DID NOT COME HOME TO MOM AS THEY HAD LEFT. MY CHILDREN CAME BACK SEVERELY DAMAGED. I TRUSTED THEM TO OPEN UP TO ME AND TELL ME ALL THE HELL THE CAME UPON THEIR BEFALL WHEN THEY WERE READY TO TELL ME. I DID NOT PRESSURE THEM. IN MAY OF 2010 I WAS ENTERED WITH MY FAMILY INTO THE WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM. I HAD BECOME A WITNESS IN 2 MURDERS IN OUR TOWN. STOCKTON, CALIFORNIA. YES..HELL BASICALLY I WAS RAISING MY CHILDREN. WELL THE PROGAM MOVED US TO LATHROP. A TOWN ABOUT 15 MINUTES FROM STOCKTON. NOT FAR ENOUGH BUT IT WASNT STOCKTON ATLEAST. WELL THE NEW YEAR 2011 CAME AND IT WAS AN AMAZING NIGHT IN A MOTHERS EYES. I WATCHED AS MY CHILDREN PLAYED AT THE PARK AT MIDNIGHT TIL ALMOST 2AM....WE REVELED IN THE FACT WE HEARD NOT 1, NOT A 1 GUN SHOT AT MIDNIGHT. IT WAS A FIRST FOR OUR FAMILY IN 14 YEARS. MY SON WAS IN STOCKTON THAT NIGHT AND CALLED LAFFING AT THE FACT HE HAD HEARD ABOUT 2000 THAT NOGHT. WE STOOD ON THE LEVEE LOOKING TOWARDS STOCKTON AND COULD SEE THE GUN FIRE IN THE AIR, BUT COULDNT HEAR IT. :) IT WAS A BLESSING TO MY FAMILY. MY SON, MY JOSEPH TURNED TO ME AND HUGGED ME, AFTER NOT HAVING HUGGED ME SINCE HE HAD COME HOME IN2009, BASICALLY. GOD THAT MOMENT FELT GOOD. HE CALLED LATHROP, OUR FAMILYS SANCTUARY. I SAW SOMETHING CHANGE IN ALL OF MY CHILDREN THAT NIGHT. IT WAS REVELATIONS TAKING PLACE BEFORE MY VERY EYES. OVER THE NEXT 3 WEEKS, I WAS PUT TO THE ULTIMATE TEST, MY CHILDREN STARTED OPENING UP AND DISCLOSING THE HIDDEN PAINS THAT THEY HAD SUFFERED AND THE HORRIBLE ABUSES THAT BEFELL ALL OF THEM BASICALLY. IF ONE IS HURT IN OUR FAMILY, WE ARE ALL HURT. THATS HOW CLOSE WE ARE NANCY. I SWEAR TO YOU. THE WORDS A MOTHER NEVER WANTS TO HEAR. "MOM I WAS RAPED" AND THIS NOT ANLY CAME FROM ONE CHILD, BUT THREE OF MY CHILDREN. NANCY. 3 OF MY 7 REPORTED BEING RAPED. I WAS TOLD DETAILS, BY MY CHILDREN, HORRIBLE DETAILS......DETAILS I ALREADY KNEW THE MINUTE THEY UTTERED THE WORDS TO ME. I HAD ALWAYS HAD THE MOTHER INSTINCT IN ME OVE RTHIS, BUT I RESPECTED MY CHILDREN, AND ALLOWED THEM TO TELL ME ON THEIR OWN TERMS AND TIME. NOBODY ELSES. ITS BETWEEN GOD, MYSELF AND MY CHILDREN. ALL THEIR TESTIMONYS TO ME FELL SHORT OF A THURSDAY MORNING. THEY HAD GOTTEN ALL THAT THEY NEEDED TO SAY OUT. THEY ALL SAID THEY FELT SO MUCH BETTER AFTER FINALLY TELLING ME. MY JOSEPH TOLD ME HE FELT LIKE HE WAS DYING BECAUSE HE WAS LYING AND KEEPING IT IN :( YOU SEE NANCY, I RAISED THEM TO RESPECT AND OBEY THE LORDS 10 COMMANDMENTS. THOSE ARE RULES OF LIFE FOR US. TRUELLY. WELL NANCY. I REPORTED IT ALL TO MY LIASON~~ SPECIAL INVESTIGATOR JAMES BOJCO, WHO WORKS FOR THE SAN JUOQUIN COUNTY DISTRICT ATTORNEYS OFFICE. HE WAS MY GO-2 GUY FOR ALL MY MATTERS. BEING I WAS IN WITNESS PROTECTION. I NEEDED HIS HELP. WELL HE CALLED ME THE NEXT DAY FRIDAY, AT THAT MOMENT I WAS HYSTERICAL OVER A NIEGHBOR DISPUTE AND YELLED AT HIM, A NIEGHBOR HAD PULLED A GUN AT ME AN POINTED IT AT ME IN FRONT OF OVER 6 WITNESSES. I WAS A LITTLE UPSET AT THE MOMENT. WELL HE ADVISED ME I NEEDED TO REPORT IT. I TRIED. ON SATURDAY I ENDED UP ARRESTED FOR BOGUS CHARGES AND CPS TOOK MY CHILDREN EVEN THOUGH I HAD FAMILY TO WATCH THEM. THEY HAVE SINCE FATAL DAY IN JAN.2011, HELD MY CHILDREN HOSTAGE BASICALLY NOW, HAVE REFUSED TO MAKE A RAPE REPORT. CLAIMED I WAS MENTALLY INBALANCED AND RAN WITH IT. WHAT MOTHER WOULD BE IN HER RIGHT MIND??? MUCH MORE TO TELL..
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