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    Posted September 23, 2012 by
    theblackdog
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    Are you living with depression?

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    Just existing

    By theblackdog  |  Posted September 23, 2012  |  North Carolina
     
    I have had depression off & on since I was 17 (43 now). I would never wish this disease on anyone - have watched those around me raise children, travel, enjoy moments in life.

    I have two levels to me - down & REALLY down. I've tried medications, therapy, exercise, supplements. The fact I have depression keeps me from obtaining life insurance & a regular health insurance plan.

    I try to keep plugging along, count my blessings, but it's an exhausting struggle. There is still SO much stigma.
    I just hope that maybe there will be some good days, or even just moments.

    I don't believe I'm living with depression, I'm just existing.
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