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    Poor Girl's hurdels

    I am Pakistani. Unfortunately some families don't give permission to study their children specially girls.
    Hurdles are my friends and sorrows are my compassion.
    But Allah Really support me.
    We are 2 Brother and 2 Sister. I am 2nd Child of my parents.
    They teach me how i can write my name.
    I like to read stories. so I force my parents that give me some where i got education I want to do something for you. I want to learn new things. My father rejects but my mother supports me. She send me to a educated lady near to my home. she teach me and i clean her home. My father and elder brother so angry that I left Studies.

    They through my books ... when i study they flew candles.
    I clear my 10 year of education.
    I want to take admission in Good college. but no one give me right path and i also don't know that whats the procedure.

    So I study a college which was not good in education. so study by my self. It was so far from my home. I go by walk early morning and back on bus. Daily my father and brother fight with me to leave study . I was mantely upset and can't give total consternation on my studies.

    They said I am Psycho patient. Even the area where we are living people were so illiterate . Most of time dirty boys made cheep behavior with me.

    But I never bother and concern but I was very upset my Family behaviors.

    2 Year I spend in College . Then I decide to to study in good university But I don't have money to buy prospectus and fare of buses to go and buy they admission material.

    But I never loss hope. I sold my all old books and go by walk to go Universities to buy prospectus and admission material. I Take admission form of 5 universities. They give date of admission test from Some books. now again problem I don't have books to prepare admission test. So I give all test without preparation.

    But no one give me chance I fail in all test. I think this is big misfortune of my life.

    So i decide to study privately.
    Once again I remember my father and brother still against of my studies. They create problem more and more for me. They decide that I got married.

    Hence I buy books and withe reference of my friend I got job as a telephone operator. I start my graduation in Maths... I need a teacher that learn me maths so i start find teacher. again bad luck I get a fake teacher I was new so I made me fool that he is teaching me he waste my 6 months. Afterwords some one recommended a good teacher of maths. I go there but his fee were more then my monthly pay. I request him to less but he didn't. I come back and said the company owner to increase my pay or give me lone for my studies. He Give me lone 2000 Rs monthly. and I Pay my fee. due to job and I can't give total concentration on my studies and also my father and brother. They hide my books and course material.

    I complete my graduation in C grade... :-( Then I decide to go master in Economics. but due to my job and lone I can't study. I still want to study more but I don't have recourse.

    now I got married.
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