I was 26 years old (1975) when my girlfriend got pregnant. Out of a job, hooked on drugs, alcohol, living an ungodly life and selfish. I spoke with my girlfriend about aborting (killing) the baby, though at that time I did not know I was killing a human being (baby.) My girl friend did not fight me to much about my suggestion and aborted the baby. A few months later we went to a baptismal celebration and she broke down and ran away. I asked her what was wrong. She said the baby being baptized could of been ours. She was a lot smarter then I was at that time. I asked her why she did not reject the abortion. She said it was because it was what I wanted. How foolish, selfish and lack of common sense people lack. But if abortion would not have been legal I think I would have not have done it. Today (2013) it is still on my mine and regretful. I'm a born again Christian today and I know I'm forgiven but it is still in my thoughts. If I feel like this as a man I can not imagine how women feel. This is truly the most horrific violence against women that can ever occur.
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