Understanding the principles and foundations of faith and my religion I was kid and I was always the class interpretation, because I never understood the meaning of the words that the teacher was saying. I can not believe that years ago, people who lived on their own and as God commanded that he brought a message from. Looking out upon the people who were not perfect, would seem innocent in appearance and essence, and I'll leave God to judge them. God, I was always out of the question. God that I knew or had heard of him, could not speak and I could not even hear the words have power.
However if I had to keep busy and happy as a youngster to spend. Besides attending school, spend most of their time drinking with friends and love to party and celebrate my latest I loved my time in such a space. I think no need to explain what happened in this situation festivities.. Isolation was chosen because I'm not accountable to anyone and I'm trying to fix Ahtyajatm. I was successful partly because it was the culmination of a young person becomes an adult and mature. The same lack of self reliance and that could well continue my education and qualifications Drsyam in Afghanistan could not finish.. then by a period of seventeen months (International Red Cross) and I've released my brother because we were underage. then released due to poor conditions in Afghanistan, Pakistan Mhajr got dirty., but my feeling was that the facilities and fulfill my ambitions and hopes that it is not unattainable. Space is limited to flying like a bird to fly away I want to be able to use all Qablythaym. Therefore, because the moment I lie not let go of Afghanistan. Convinced that I should go to my brother. And my brother said I can not stay in a country that does not allow me to use Zrfythaym. Abroad could get more features. I thought I was in Europe there is more potential for development and progress.
Living abroad barely passed. Entered a new phase of my life was the death of my brother. Tragic death of my brother showed Vabstham family problems affect on my life.I tried to be alone and not rely on anyone other than myself. But it was too much power and Astqamtm. Therefore, I decided to become a success because of all the problems and difficulties along with fond I was staring. Interest because of isolationism, would establish a relationship with the others. Only a person who was traveling with her and I knew her loved her so. I remember one day I went to his house to see him, he introduced me to several people who were compatriots. After an acquaintance invited me to their place where ever I was not thinking about what I know and hear. The only thing I knew about the place was that in my book was that it was a gift from the congregation of friends.
Continuous basis during the day would not make a difference in my life. But it was interesting to learn that every week it hit invited friends who had never set foot in the place where his body was. Open by invitation to reconsider their friends in different ways and each time I find a way to going to that place and I wanted to apologize. Sunday night was a strange night for me that it was a friend of the issues explored in the book and talked about it with me.
Mqavmtm finally broke in to where I was invited. Was rather strange, actually quite normal. Christian worship was strange for me was meeting the owner's meeting is the same country that I knew why fans do not wear black robes instead Gryە are happy and dancing.The victim was not in self defense and was not drawn swords and fought, but in complete innocence, was sentenced to death. It was created and what its place in the language that he was convicted because of the sin of all mankind. It was difficult to believe that even because I was convicted? Remember me? It was hard to believe even for someone like me who has always paid his own work and the pay was not a religious person. But they say that something that can help her is the Holy Spirit. I must say that these words did not mean anything.
Days passed one after another and I was looking for truth and understanding things that happened to me during this time. I continued to worship in the home meetings, but I still could not understand everything correctly.I was among them and listened to their words. I was very tired. Because I could not understand what these words are. Finally I decided to leave all logic and knowledge and simple statement to say: "I am not able to understand you, I sense."
And suddenly that he did not know God, but I told him I wanted to get Frt desperate moment that the light of Christ into the dark heart of shining black.
The next day was a new day, because natural light coming into my life and save me was dark. Sins were forgiven and my mind was clear and now I understand the meaning of many words. Also, a lot of things I already had a lot of water and paint had lost its meaning. I had the pleasure last longer practices, more seem Parthians had to suffer the embarrassment of Yadavryshan time today I had no memory of the place and a lot of words that I did not mean as sin, righteousness and grace, that day had meaning. Perhaps all those who knew me and knew that I'm young, ambitious and full of excitement not believe that it has to be changed in the blink of an eye.