Hi . I am 58 years old now. I had one abortion that changed my life, my mom thought that it was the answer. It wasn't right for me. I knew better and I take responsibility for the actions below,I just didn't have enough faith in myself or GOD. I was away from GOD and he was trying to pull me back, I couldn't see it. I began to sleep around, after the first. I named my 1st Angela, 2nd Burnadette,3rd Cynthia and 4th Debra, they were twin girls; " the abortionist said " I got a two for one sale " (that time I was raped) 5th Elizabeth,and my first son Francis. The first was a one night stand, and the 2nd ; 3 and 4 a rape, the twins 5 was in a relationship,6 another one night stand. I felt unworthy after the first to ever be a mom again, it was a lie, but I believed it, until I met a man that could love me and wanted to marry me. We married and had one son, only by the grace of GOD,my Lord and savior Jesus Christ., and I had prayed a rosary novena to the BVM.We ended up divorced, so I raised my son by myself,mostly. I write this maybe to save a woman or a child from the hell I went through. I had healing and NO condemnation from Rachaels Vineyard,GOD is real and very forgiving HE forgave me and I forgave my mom and dad and all the men that hurt me.I pray now to end abortion,go to the mills and pray and try to talk to people about this horrible crime against woman. I want the entire world to know that this is an evil beyond any other,worse than any war and why our country is where we are today.
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